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Sunday, September 30, 2007

at some point of time,
i really envy them.
i know i should be contented.
but sometimes,
i just cant.

yesterday was great. :}
misplaced my phone at bishan mrt.
halfway at tpayoh mrt.
someone used my phone to call lynnette.
abit of miscommunication here&there.
but how greateful i was,
really appreciated it.
Godsgrace for his forgetful child. :D

;my desire.
Lord . help me.

jonathan was being freakg lame. hahaha.


jon..i knew i loved u before i met u says:
u dun always =.- =.-
†K∂Rëц™ - ` better to be safe than sorry; says:
hahaha
†K∂Rëц™ - ` better to be safe than sorry; says:
durg service
†K∂Rëц™ - ` better to be safe than sorry; says:
=.-
jon..i knew i loved u before i met u says:
haha
†K∂Rëц™ - ` better to be safe than sorry; says:
LOL
jon..i knew i loved u before i met u says:
i shall send u 4 a rehabillitation course
jon..i knew i loved u before i met u says:
or smth liddat
jon..i knew i loved u before i met u says:
dunno how to spell
†K∂Rëц™ - ` better to be safe than sorry; says:
y ?
†K∂Rëц™ - ` better to be safe than sorry; says:
rehabilitation is got smokg&drugs le.
†K∂Rëц™ - ` better to be safe than sorry; says:
i only =.;-
†K∂Rëц™ - ` better to be safe than sorry; says:
=.-*
†K∂Rëц™ - ` better to be safe than sorry; says:
u ask me go there
†K∂Rëц™ - ` better to be safe than sorry; says:
u lame
†K∂Rëц™ - ` better to be safe than sorry; says:
LOL
jon..i knew i loved u before i met u says:
haha
jon..i knew i loved u before i met u says:
but still
jon..i knew i loved u before i met u says:
its an addiction
jon..i knew i loved u before i met u says:
n i shall send u there









21:43;
a PAUSE to my heart.
Friday, September 28, 2007

WOOTS.
i haven been blogg often!
sry! OLVL comg. STRESS.
SEE THE BIG S WORD?

i seriously dont understand y,
not runng for two wks,
or regularly,
affects my health condition.
remembered it was just yesterday,
i got back my asthma attack!
SLIGHT one.
i haven got it for like 5yrs.
now it came back.
so, i was in a rush for tuition.
started walkg fast,
surprisingly, the asthma just GONE.
; in a PUFF.
the same thing happened on last sunday,
but this time was a blocked nose - sinus.
YEA, runng's my life.
w/o it, i die. HAHAHA.
not from fattiness; but sickness. =.-
alright, no sense.
im talkg nonsense.
BYE. 5km tmr. :} SEEYA FATS.



23:24;
a PAUSE to my heart.
Tuesday, September 25, 2007


ZN+NH3 :}
tmrs HORRENDOUS.






17:11;
a PAUSE to my heart.
Monday, September 24, 2007

watch this people! :D
hahaha. its freakg lame! gahs. =.-




22:09;
a PAUSE to my heart.
Sunday, September 23, 2007

yummy. full now! :}
went to walk around w mummy.
while daddy gone missg.
&brothers not w us. GREAT.
hahaha. :x anyway,
went to popular ,
me&brothers grab&chose ALOT ALOT of pens.
like8? LOL. &i boughtTYS ; blahblah.
kar; mummy, SOOO many pens ?!
mum; huh, nvm la.
kar; wa u very rich hor?
mum; daddy pay ma, u nv see mummy so 'guai' today meh?
&we walked around&daddy just turned left.
so i thought he went to look@clothes.
mum; see ur daddy, walkg around, confirm see food one.
i was thinkg that he went to look@clothes.
&that was after we eaten.
we walked out.
mum; wheres ur daddy?
-she walks inside the restaurant beside the clothes section.
&surprisingly, daddy was INSIDE.
kar; waaaaa. ni hen liao jie papa uh?
mum; chi bao liao hai kan kan kan. tan chi gui.

hahaha. mummy rocks. :}



21:12;
a PAUSE to my heart.

break my heart for wat breaks Urs.
love this line alot. :}
it means ALOT.

today was great. :}
got surprised by alot of things.
everything went so well for me.
"focus on me, &be reassured that ill help u take care of em. "
it was that one sentence of comfort, that gentle touch.

breakthrough.
awesome. amazg.
fufilled.






01:17;
a PAUSE to my heart.
Thursday, September 20, 2007

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&i tried&tried&i tried&tried&i tried&tried&i tried&tried, but nothing good turns out.
;gaveup , thats wat she says.

w just an opened eye,
effects could be seen clearly.
not even the slightest part of the cause,
appears to be visible.
sooner or later,
when things cant contain itself,
its bound to break;
;said change,
of course i want. things just seem so different.
&the fact remains just itself.
stranded. strugglg.
at the end of the day,
theres still only2people . J.C.




19:22;
a PAUSE to my heart.
Saturday, September 15, 2007

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:}
hey people. today rocks.
cause i BURNT some fats. :}
&im soooooooo happy ;
sweetie piee pie pie pie#~!@@!$@#@%.



23:46;
a PAUSE to my heart.
Thursday, September 13, 2007

okeh, theres some stupid pictures for entertainment.
it was@0300. u cant blame me for being mad.

;you
;must

;be thinkg wat on earth m i up to. hahaha/
well, lets proceed to the cineleisure pictures,
taken on the mac book@APPLE. :D



wa HAHA. i love this. fishballs.
wats wrong w yippuiyee.









16:02;
a PAUSE to my heart.
Wednesday, September 12, 2007

went to cut my hair! :}
had pureliterature paper. ahhh.
I LOVE MY HAIR! :DDD
love her! :} she cut super fast,
but GOOD. :} cut only for5minutes.

saw a beauty golden retriever :}
mummy was amazed.
&convinced by my words. hahaha.
golden retriever w a big golden stripe;
in the middle of the body.



17:14;
a PAUSE to my heart.
Tuesday, September 11, 2007

I'm borg(bored) so i blog, but this time i will blog something meaningful. :}





do treasure your love one and friends.


signing off
ivan
comment: I don't want to do that quiz!



23:08;
a PAUSE to my heart.

List out your top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:
1; DOG! golden retriever cross w labrador retriever. :}
2; HANDPHONE! :DDD
3; SOMETHING.
4; ANOTHER THING.
5; WHICH IS A BIRTHDAY THING.

Answer the following questions :
1; The person who tag you is?
;esther lork! :}
2; Your relationship with him/her is?
;crazy person!
3; Your 5 impressions of him/her?
; NOW I KNOW Y SHE TAG ME.
she want me to praise her! HAHAHA.
4; The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
; shoutg EDVY around my ears. think i need a hearg aid soon.
5; The most memorable words he/she had said to you?
; thankyou! [ w her signature twist. ]
6; If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
; WE ARE AS STRAIGHT AS BAMBOO. :}
7; If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
; r u stupid of dumb?
8; If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
; burn up all edmundchen&ivy lees paper. :D LOL.
9; If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
; cause her shoutg make me deaf. LOL. :x
10; The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
; kill her.
11;Your overall impression of him/her is?
; she make me do this lame quiz. =.-
12;How you think people around you will feel about you?
; hyper. i dunno!
13;The character you love of yourself are?
; mischievious. :D
14;On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
; physically fat.
15; The most ideal person you want to be is?
; CARTOON.
16;Pass this quiz to 10 persons.
1: CANDICE.
2: JASMINE.
3: ANDRE.
4: GERALDINE.
5: LEON.
6: DEBBIE.
7: CLAUDIA.
8: MELODY.
9: JUNCEN.
10: IVAN! hahaha. u better do this. on my blog. :}

17.Who is no.6[DEBBIE!]having relationship with?
; o.o i also want to know.
18.Is no.9[JUNCEN]a male or female?
; SKINNY MALE BAMBOO. :D
19.If no.7[CLAUDIA]and 10[IVAN]are together, will it be a good thing?
;NO! navi is an old man now. :}
20.How about no.8[MELODY]and 5[LEON]?
; MELODY HAS HER LOVERBOY! :D
21.What is no.2[JASMINE]studying about?
;ehhhhh . :X LOL. TP!
22.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3[ANDRE]
;1or2days ago?
23.What kind of music band does no.8[MELODY] like?
; dunno. LOL.
24.Does no.1[CANDICE]has any siblings?
; yes! &loads of em!
25.Will you woo no.3[ANDRE]?
; NO NO NO. LOL.
26.Is no.4 single[GERALDINE]?
;YES!
27.What's the surname of no.5[LEON]?
; ZAII LO! HAHAHA.
28.What's the hobby of no.4[GERALDINE]?
;screamg her lungs out! hahaha.
29.Do no.5[LEON] and 9[JUNCEN] get along well?
;LOL. look@the tags they argue w each other&u will noe.
HAAHAH.
30.Where is no.2[JASMINE]studying at?
; TP la. told ya already.
31.Talk something casually about no.1[CANDICE]?
; she LOVES to eat. hahahaha. :D
32.Have you try developing feelings for no.8[MELODY]?
;im not a lesbo. :} LOL.
33.Where does no.9[JUNCEN] live at?
;Bedok! :}
34.What color does no.4[GERALDINE]like?
; RED?! haha.
35.Are no.5[LEON]and 1[CANDICE]best friends?
;NAHHH.
36.Does no.7[CLAUDIA] likes no.2[JASMINE]?
; friends maybe? =.-
37.How do you get to know no.2[JASMINE]?
;CGGUITARIST! :D
38.Does no.1[CANDICE]have any pets?
; ants? HAHAHA. kiddg.
39.Is no.7[CLAUDIA] the sexiest person in the world?
;wat do u think? hahaha.



15:43;
a PAUSE to my heart.
Monday, September 10, 2007


hoola. :}

GEE. taken by andre@vertical ma`thon.
timothy ; my AHMENG LOOK. LOL.



22:01;
a PAUSE to my heart.
Sunday, September 09, 2007

a man borned w/o limbs.
if im born like that,
i wouldnt manage life as well as how he is managg,
w/o God.

its really amazg, how God made use of these kind of ppl ,
w these kind of circumstances ,
to really bring it as a great testimony,
to shine.
God will not change ur circumstances first,
instead, the heart will be changed first. :}
no joy in Nicks circumstances,
but findg&realisg the purpose, is wat will bring out the joy.
the word was touchg; so was the presence&love of God.
spreaded out w wings, that was so light.
that touched everyone, i believe,
in their hearts. :}
Gods amazg&awesome, a fact that noone can deny,
when u know&understand Him so much more.
He will bring u through it all.

Nick was very VERY open 'bout his circumstance.
overcomed by the grace&love of God.
he was very funny. :} enjoyed the word.
his life testimony. :}
http://lifewithoutlimbs.org/

troubled as i am;
burdened as i am.
came under Ur presence,
You allowed the Holy Spirit
to life up the torturg weights i was carryg.
relieved; lightened ,
was wat He gave.
troubles&problems, all carried away.
thankYou Jesus. :}






13:10;
a PAUSE to my heart.
Saturday, September 08, 2007

hooo la. :}
SLEPT@3AM YTD! AHHHHHHHHHHHH.
not enough sleep. gahs.
i NEED12hours of sleep! :{
gotta buy REDBULL. !
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
im going crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy@!#!@$#^$%&@!
=.- -.= =.= -.-
service later. YAYE. no more SOTM! :{{{{{{

im gettg FATTER!!!!@#!$@!
:{{{



12:10;
a PAUSE to my heart.
Thursday, September 06, 2007

m; eh morng that cockroach u hit one?
k; NO LA.
m; den y die?
k; how i know. it'll be a miracle if i were to kill the cockroach w/o any spray.
m; wa that cockroach so poor thing/
k; y?
m; headless one. hit until 'bian cheng wu tou jiang si '
k; =.- disgustg lo.
yea, the cockroach was dead w/o head.
'italics bold; become headless vampire.



13:42;
a PAUSE to my heart.
Wednesday, September 05, 2007

*buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurp! * man im so full.
&i seriously got to study harder.
feel as if ive been SLACKG! man,
KAREN CHOONG; U BETTER BUCK UP.
u wont want to lag behind others.

man, i dread seeg mrsLEE.
but i had to. &thats, TMR!
horribleeeee. friday stayover@CEs.
study&study&mug&mug.
k; mummy wat u cookg?
m; fish.
k; den?
m; soup.
k; den?
m; veg.
k; den?
m; da bian .
k; okeh! i eat dabian for dinner can liao. :D
tell me where on earth can u find such a cute mummy.



20:47;
a PAUSE to my heart.
Tuesday, September 04, 2007

testing testing.


i'm borg so i blog. first time blogging.
let me show you how karen looks like when she's on the shelf. trying to attract attention. lol


signing off
ivan
*cough




23:08;
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:} edited. used that covered my funny mouth.
LOL.



12:03;
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- i look like monkey here.

my hair looks so funny!

:DDDD



00:33;
a PAUSE to my heart.
Monday, September 03, 2007

just woke up. so mummy was tellg this to us.
m; i keep changg dates for tuition . make teacher angry.
k&b; ya lo!
m; hahah. make him angry, qi shou yi dian la. he so fat.
k; wa MUMMY U V MEAN LE!
m; really wat, i helpg him slim down le!
k; yea rite. =.-

:}}}}



12:43;
a PAUSE to my heart.
Sunday, September 02, 2007

weets. yesterday was SUPERB./
it just rocked so much.
went to 'slimmg centre' before service.

service was AWESOME.
so was the BIBLE STUDY.
hahaha. shilin was like soooo funny.
&i love, AUTHORITY FOR VICTORY.
this book just tells us soo much,
but i know its just the startg .
:} Gods gonna tell me so much more.
im lovg Him so much moreeee. :D
words cant express.
&I LOVE PST KONG HEE!
:D blessed to have such a church, w gd leader&great pst! :}



13:22;
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